Solitude

I enjoy my solitude 

but, I never pray for it.

I love company of my friends,

But I'm never content.

My life is just passing through reality,

I know, but never hoped I'll see this all.

I wish I could grow up fast,

But then, I begged God, let me be a child.

I know a few things are not possible yet,

I pray for them daily before bed,

If I could be honest for a while

My Lord, I know you want the best for me.

And I let myself suffer this life

Letting the doubt grow in me.

My wishes won't be granted, I feel,

But I make them everyday before my meal.

I let fall these tears from my eyes,

Hoping that I never cried,

I know it's too late to realize my mistake,

But tomorrow when I get up,

I want the world to be mine..